My dear

 when you see me smiling,it's doesn't mean that i'm happy. i just trying to be happy. people said,that i'm tough,but actually i'm not. please know that i'll constantly act strong and in control, but inside i'am actually lost and confuse. i'm a human being,just like you my dear, with no perfect even i'm trying my best to be perfect for you, but everything seem to suck for you, isn't it? my dear, please be honest with me without being hurtful and love me for me not hope for someone else. and i hope you won't compare me to others,because i'm just me. please tell me if anything brothers you, or something just doesn't sit right. i would like you to always be honest with me. if i have a bad day, i hope you'll shower me with confident and smiles. beside Allah,my family and friends, i also need you to be by my side, always. i will never be good enough for you,so please don't expect me to be some else as you wish. here i would like you to know what i meant when i said something to you. when i said i need you that's mean i need you on that time,it's either i'm sad or i'm really miss you. when i said i love you,it's mean that you're a part of my life and some important to me. when i said i love you more that i love myself, it's mean i'm willing to do anything for you, when i said don't leave me,i want you to stay with me for entire of my life through my thick and thin. and when i said i want you for me only, it's mean i want your attention.  
-We can't be like everyone wish,so just be your self-