Sumimaseng

Assalamulaikum semua. Cuba sebut balik title post nie. Ade yang terbelit lidah kew?? hehhe. Sape tahu "sumimaseng" tu ape angkat tangan. Ok, zatie bukan nak maen teka-teki untuk entry kali nie. So, biar zatie bagi tahu ape "sumimaseng" tu. Sumimaseng tu sebenarnye perkataan dari bahasa Jepun yang bermaksud sorry atau dalam bahasa malaysia maafkan saya. Selain perkataan sumimaseng  , gomeng kudasai pon bawak masksud yang sama . Bezanye?? Sorry sebab zatie ta ingat. Heheh, tu laa dulu at SBP belajar maen-maen, kelas pon ponteng, fokus pon bila ade ambik international Japanese exam tu jew, bila da lepas dan dapat sijil ,buku bahasa jepun tu entah kemana. Ok, jgn ikot tabiat buruk tu. heheh. 

   Hurmm, zatie bukan nak bercerita pasal perkataan jepun sebenarnya. Zatie nak cerita sikit pasal trust and sorry. Penah ta rasa kecewa, sedih, and all the negative feeling bila orang yang kita percaya betray kita? Sakit kan? Ape perasan korang bila korang cakap " don't tell others " but then that person still tell others about that thing? It doesn't matter who that person told the thing even it's your family or best friend , it's still hurt deep down your heart isn't ? 

     Why it's hurt? It's simply because we trust that person and never expect that she/he gonna do that to us. You might think it just a small little thing but some people doesn't. you are not the one that dealing with that and you don't even know how it feel until you face it. Eventhought they are sorry for what they did, but things will never be the same. Here the proof. 

A: I'm sorry for what I've done . I doesn't mean to do so. 

B: Can you take the plate please.

A:(taking the plate) what for?

B: Throw it. 

The plate broke after A threw it away

B: Say sorry. 

A: I'm sorry

B: See what you have done, even you said sorry but the plate never turn as it was. 

People might said past is past, let by gone be by gone or so whatever. But we never know others heart and we can't even read their mind. What can we do? The only one important thing is think before you act or speak. The person you hurt, betray or lies may forgive you but some never forget. Don't underestimate people because no ones can read others mind.

And i would like to say to other, if you do this to me, don't you ever called yourself , my friend. Don't act like you know me when you are actually not. Don't pretend like you care when you're not because if you do, then you'll never did it. Liar , betrayer? Choose whatever word to describe yourself! To be sure, I'll never trust you again.